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Name: nia
Country: United States
State: New York
Metro: Rochester
Birthday: 1/10/1921
Gender: Female
Interests: writing, windows, glass, coffee, tea, drawings and painting, imperfections, iceskating, lawn chairs, water, angels, mermaids, disney
Expertise: writing
Occupation: Artist
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  xglassbeautyx
Yahoo:  picturesquescars
Member Since:
6/14/2005
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| it's been so long since i've been here
and i'm still alive, feeling better than i ever had before.
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| love was amazing and i watched people kiss on sidewalks. couples holding hands in the bowling ally. Teenagers being "happy" about just being together. it was amazing.
now it's a new year and everyone's upset about something or another. It's insane, a little confusing but overall annoying.
so flip-floppy. emotions so flip-floppy.
(i'm happy, in a weird "searching" sort of way.)
happy new year everyone. | | |
| i'm so stupid, i'm so stupid, i'm so stupid, i'm so stupid, i'm so stupid, i'm so stupid, i'm so stupid, i'm so stupid, i'm so stupid, i'm so stupid, i'm so stupid, i'm so stupid, i'm so stupid, i'm so stupid, i'm so stupid, i'm so stupid, i'm so stupid.
ihatemyselfandeverythingirepresenthowcouldibesostupid!?
what the hell is wrong with me?
(i wish that i could stay) | | |
| I hate when i lose. Usually i don't ever completely lose, 'cause there's always someone there to fall back on but now there isn't. Not either way.
i'll do anything for you...
so leave yourself intact
'cause i will be coming back
in a phrase to cut these lips
i love you.
I keep seeing people when i close my eyes and flashes when i open them. I don't know. It's odd. Because i'm screaming at myself, inside i'm going insane and yet i'm just sitting here looking around like nothing's wrong. I don't think i've ever really done that.
i just don't want to be. (i just want to give in) | | |
| ehh, i'm confused.
i was positive before. Completely thrilled and sinking into someone new. but now- now i don't want to anymore. Now the one that i was letting go, i'm holding onto tighter and the other one. well he's just pissing me off.
(it's been like this for years, see-sawing.)
i just want it to stop. | | |
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